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林乖乖在这个午后睡的很熟，她在梦里梦到了过去几年和夏垚一起相处的日子，一切是那样的温馨美好，却不可复制，唯有珍藏在心底深处才对得起曾经付出的点点滴滴，不知道是不是日有所思，才会夜有所梦，林乖乖有多么怀念着过去的时光，就有多珍惜夏垚的存在，尽管一起天不如人愿，可她仍然愿意相信如果不能天长地久，就算是曾经拥有也是很幸运了。
林乖乖进自己埋在夏垚的怀里，希望自己能永远的记住这气味，如今她已经做好了放手的心理准备，如果夏垚再不醒来，她就要想办法将他送回天银山，回他的家，回到他的亲人身边，而自己也许只能用余生来思念他，再也不想去做重逢的美梦，这也许是她能为夏垚做的最好的事情了，可是为何她的心会抽痛，遍布全身的痛感让她几乎没有办法呼吸。
“做噩梦了吗，乖乖？”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
夏垚温柔的抚摸着林乖乖的后脑勺，另一只手拍拍她的后背，安慰着莫名哭泣的她，夏垚只认为林乖乖是被梦魇着了。
林乖乖猛地坐起身，怔怔的看着夏垚，狠狠的掐自己的手臂一下，强烈的刺痛，给了她更加真实的感觉。
“你醒了？你吓死我了，你怎么可以这么吓我？”
林乖乖拉着夏垚的胳膊，摇晃着他，想要再次确定这真实，待确定了夏垚醒来的事实，她便更加抑制不住泪水，嚎啕大哭起来，连日依赖的压力在这一刻彻底的宣泄出来。
夏垚从没看见过这样情绪失控的林乖乖，一时竟手足无措，除了抱着她，任由她发泄，他找不到更好的办法。
“对不起，乖乖，对不起，让你着急了，我没事了，别担心，我现在非常好。”
林乖乖的哭声撕心裂肺，这几年中，不管遇到了什么样的困难，林乖乖都会咬牙挺过来，却想不到会在这一哭彻底的崩溃。
夏垚将一切看在眼里，心里却绞痛难忍，他知道林乖乖的痛苦都是源于自己，都是自己让她伤心绝望，尽管自己曾将发誓要给她幸福，尽管他曾想着放弃所有期待着和她永远的在一起。
过了好一阵，林乖乖的理智回归，终于下定了决心要做决定。
“夏垚，我想过了，你还是回家吧，这里终究不适合你。”````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
林乖乖推开夏垚的怀抱，强迫自己脱离那熟悉的温暖，她知道自己要的从来都不是同情和责任，她要的只是一份简单的感情而已。
“乖乖，这里就是我的家，你让我去哪儿啊？”
夏垚并没有理解林乖乖的意思，他有些奇怪的询问。
“不，这里不是你的家，天银山才是你的家，我知道你在那里才最安全，才能健健康康的活下去，所以你还是回去吧。”
林乖乖摇着头，让自己理智的回答，她告诉自己这么做才是正确的。
夏垚也终于领会了林乖乖的想法，而他的心也再一次被刺痛，他心疼的看着林乖乖，只是情绪不稳定的林乖乖并没有注意到。
“傻乖乖，我是夏垚，我回来了，你怎么忍心撵我离开。”
夏垚缓慢的想要和林乖乖说清楚，却不敢一下子告诉她，怕再次惊吓到她。
“你是夏垚，却不是属于林乖乖的夏垚，我爱的夏垚还没有回家，是我不对，不该困住你的，你没有义务为我停留，我和孩子都不是你的责任，你应该是自由的。”```````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````
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